im going to miss her song

I'm going to miss you,
When your gone forever,
And if you don't stop soon it won't be too long

you really means a lot to me I don't want you to leave
I really wish you'd cared
to never let me grieve
you always talks about how you wants to die
but you'd better think again I'm not saying good-bye
pick pretty flowers and put them in a vase
Don't pick up shiny knives
to cut your pretty face
All the pain that u suffers isn't just hurting u its pushing us to find a cure
don't you even know that so many friends who will stick by your side forever until the end
Many of you may not realize
But that's not all I'm losing my best friend to drugs and alcohol
pick pretty flowers and put them in a vase
Don't pick up shiny needles to hurt your self again,
pick up all pieces put your life together again
I really wish you cared enough to never let me grieve
talking about the the way want doesn't impress me,
it only pushes me hold you a little closer and and bit longer.
walk with me to pick up rose and not razor blades to watch sunsets not blood dripping from your wrist.

wheres my ego when I'm alone with u,
wheres my attitude when taking to you,
how is it that my walls brake away,
and heart feels again when I'm around you,

what magic do you have to make me feel,

i see you hurt inside like i do,
that you build walls like i do,
made out friends and work and school,

i let you hold me in your arms,
not saying the word i know are true,
wanting to say i love you,
wanting to say i care,

letting the pain tare me apart,
letting my self become so numb,
letting the pain show on my arms,
falling into despair,

as fall into darkness i cry to you,
do u not see my pain
do u not hear my shouts,
do not see the blood that pours out for you,
the pain i feel time i leave your arms,

i see into darkness that is my soul and see you there,
the only thing that is keeping from falling fast,
i hold on to a hope that i feel is not real,
to a vision that will fade the moment you look away,
i need you, i need you, is the echo i hear in my head,
ask me self thousand time a day,
why do i love you,
why do i need you,
why are you doing this to me,
how are you doing this to me,
how brake away,
I'm hurting in side but few see
I'm hurting for you and for me,
id want take your pain way,
to you not hurting any more,
when will this pain end
when will i be happy again

poetry at it's best

the passion is the word
words linger in the sky

your words are now within me
I must now carry them round
whilst they smoulder

the moment must be consumed
with hungry passion and delight
never a moment like this
appears in the night again
shoulder

when passion gone
who is still there
knowing my soul
taking me to the next star light to dance
to fall over in cold shadow of my life
where would you if you could
how far would travel
what moon beam would you ride to see me wrap in darkness

lay your head on my shoulder
let your hair fall down
we have what we have
there is no more
only drink from the cup
intense and hot

where do i cry by night
when moon full
where do i lay my head at night
where would you fall me and where do i live
in shadows or in light what name do i speak
when lost in light

I feel your breath upon me
I find you with your sigh
You turn me wild with nightly voices
My heart
My fingers
Find your gaze

Your eyes without depth
Lips soaked in red
begin with me quick
take me away with a cry



do ever ask the darkness
to love you as you are
or a faceless god
do you know were to find my when cast a echo
in the darkness


desire for your words
a place for my own
the echo of myself
when from you lips
trembles my heart

to know you is to burn within


i ask you what do know of me tell who am and what you think
tell what hear when i call your name
and what do reflect when write

you blood will bring me fire
and a part of you
unknown to others
I would have you closer
and closer still
till there was no space

would my blood tell who i am
or would it bring some sort of inner peace
would you try and release this life that we are in to make me whole take back to who i once was
find me in a place were fear is salvation of all forgotten
saints

brush your hair away from your skin
let neck lay warm and white
my hot mouth bit into your vein
let flow your hot gush of life

let drink words as if they are blood
fallow in to my crypt
find the answer there

am truly darkness
let feel skin of neck
take on a journey to your past
let know every second you have loved and hated
lick up sweat that drops that fall unto that darkness

the scars in your mind
pollute your touch
hold yourself
burning hot

with freshness of desire
you want all that I can give
and no more
ripping my pain
and giving me back

then dragging blood red nails
down my back

inhale the heat of what will
but let flow of my words take to places where i am
into darkness rest
but who said that where i want lye
take far from the cold ice i have come

flow over me like water
cover my soul with your darkness
I will pull your skin next to mine
feel my heat


then taste me in the words
that flow like water
let my darkness fall on you like water
from the sky

taken by yourself
scratched by the pain
wanting more is never enough
your taste is enough
to see in the dark


you have all to do is sleep
then you will brake through to me
for in darkness you can see

drenched in juices
flowing out from your mind
drift into the pleasure
of knowing your own skin


liquid of black
clouds erupt
no restraints
to peel off my skin
lick my lips dry
off the blood

reddened lips bright in the dark
slowing down my thought
till I feel the heat

i am the darkness my eyes are stars my hair is mist i am the darkness



and you are within the mist



the darkness is me


A darkness surrounds the best of us.

dusk/dark as blood

dusk

Find me in graveyard
take me into moonlight wait with me till dusk
let take to my crypt laid you beside me for ertinty


dark as blood

im falling into blood where one memory begins and another one begins,
i crave the night dispise the day that i wait to fade yes im am the thing you fear the vampire whispering in your ear

pain

blood rains down my broken face
hatred lies in the darkness of heart
fallen angel with broken wings
take to place pain is of my own making

shadows

blackened wings of angel to die
blood on white
blood on black
help take my life
take me to graveyard of broken dreams
let my blood run deep
fallen tome stone ready be my grave
let died without a heart
take heart let be blown to west to south to north to east

soul of darkness

i slip into the darkness
fallen from the sky 
i feel tremendous pain
so much i wish to die
my blackened soul descends
to wallow in demise
i hold my cloak to my chest
to shield me from your lies 
a trickle of blood leaves me falling like bloodied tears
my soul has left